Maybe Maybe Not

Why is it that you can be stupidously excited about something one day, and the next day your not. I was super excited about college and stuff, but now I'm not so excited. I don't really know the area, you can't have cars on campus as a freshman, and I have no friends going where I'm going. I don't want to transfer. I wanted to go to one college for all four years, you know be commited. But things change, maybe I won't like it. I'll give it a chance either way, but I miss my friends already. Why can't people ever be satisfied :( . I shake my head at the whole concept of this. I'm going to make myself be exvcited about this leave no matter what...... gosh darn it! Hahaha guess it won't be so bad.